thefaceshekeepsinajarbythedoor:

things i need to do:

• clean my room
• get a college degree
• learn how to have healthy relationships

things i want to do:

• play with puppies and kittens
• find someone cute to cuddle and make out with
• drive to the ocean

things i actually am doing:

• taking subpar selfies
• running a semi successful blog
• listening to sad songs and watching too much netflix

Lord it’s been a minute since I’ve been on here… Re reading my posts makes me laugh now. I can’t believe I was so hung up on someone who I never even could call my own.. Lmao. Pathetic..
As an update, I’m with someone who truly appreciates me, makes me happy, is proud to be with me, who shows me off, who supports me, & who I think truly loves me. Although we’re young, at least I get to know what it feels like to be loved rather than be the one loving all the time… It hasn’t been long but at least I’m experience something healthy in my life. At least there’s something that’s going somewhat right..
I’m moving to Miami in December, while my significant other will be leaving for the army in January. So who knows how that will go. No matter what happens I’m grateful to have had experienced what it’s like to be treated right..

I’ve lost all my motivation since April. I seriously need to gain some back. It’s fuckin ridiculous. I haven’t mixed in god knows how long. School just barely started & I already lost all motivation for that. Music & school, two of the most important things in my life that actually made me feel, alive & worthy of something… Completely just lost. Idk wtf is wrong with me. 💆

Was the human mind suppose to have a normal way of thinking? Was it meant to be that we believe what we are thinking isn’t normal and that we are crazy?